No clue if this makes sense, but I wanna pull this old opinion out the compost bin. I really don’t think celebrities’ personal lives are any of our fucking business and if they don’t wanna disclose shit about themselves, they shouldn’t have to or be coerced into. We’re not obligated to know everything about everyone. I’ve my own shit to be getting on with, I don’t wanna be saddled with this as well. I don’t want this in my brain. I am here to listen to music and lie on the floor.
Like, I hate parasocial relationships. They’re terrifying and unhealthy and obsessive from all the examples I’ve seen cross-posted from Twitter, and I do feel bad for those people. Not those who feed into them because they’re making the situation worse, they’re harming people’s mental health for (more often than not) their own financial gain. But when what school a celebrity’s kid (who purposefully not in the public eye) is leaked or when they’re pressured into talking out drug use or mental health or relationship struggles especially if the other person presses when the celebrity is uncomfortable. It’s just grim.
I just don’t pay attention to celebrities, and I think that’s the best thing to do.
Speaking of, I'm not sure who my celebrity crush is. I mention as it is something people at work like talking about but even if you held me at gunpoint, I couldn’t say. Like, Oscar Issac, Takeshi Kaneshiro and Sandra Oh are attractive and Kate Bush has an incredibly mind, but I wouldn't date them. Aesthetically, maybe Jensen Ackles, the inventor of Omegaverse himself, but I don’t think I could date another Dean Winchester kinnie. My DNI says No Doubles after all. I may never know…
Back on Jensen (not literally): Babygirl was literally the genesis a whole new porn catagory solely from looking "fertile and breedable" and people wanting to write about him and his co-worker having scientifically inaccurate wolf sex. I /wish/ I was joking. Mid-2000s LiveJournal was off the shits.
GOD OKAY. Welcome to my rant. I have to kinda be vague as I work for a mega-corporation, and I signed contracts and shit to say I wouldn't blab about shit but I get paid £7.65 an hour to serve a breakfast buffet which costs £9.50 for one person so let's just say... I'm feeling a bit bitter. My brain swims at the thoughts of work. I get through my shifts by just whispering "I'm literally just going to kill myself" under my mask or talking to some imaginary Castiel Supernatural drinking some fruity little drink at the bar whenever that doesn't work, and I need to prevent myself from crying. My co-workers think I'm neurotic and crazy which I am but worse than they think. I don't like people. I don't like getting shouted at, shaken and not being able to cry or retaliate. I've had people shout some really fucking vile things at me... It's all families who let the kids have food fights and make the restaurant a tip, the elderly who like to make remarks on my appearance (I'm an androgenous-looking goth so I get a lot of little shitty snippy remarks), posh cunts who are staying at the hotel and don't treat anyone that doesn't make at least £60k a year like dog shit on their shoes. Brits treat hospitality staff like sub-human and it's horrible. I like sorting out and making sure everything is organised, so I always jump at the chance to polish the cutlery or sort out the saucepots or do the coffee machine or the glass washer as it means I don't have to speak to customers. I hate doing payments and seating which is most my job. We get like between 70 to 120 people in daily and it's havoc. We had a morning where I started at about 6am where we only had 40 people in which was lovely as I spent most of it sorting out the leaking dirty water from the coffee machine! That was my best shift. I think I actually got a tip too (only 50p but breakfast staff doesn’t usually get tipped) so that was nice. Work stresses me which makes my illness worse so after work or on my days off I spend most of my day resting and taking pain killers. Horrendous. Don't work in hospitality if you can.
EDIT: i got a 49p payrise ❤ thanks whitb– *is shot dead*
